New Information For TI's

P3


Listening to music is a passive act. You must engage your brain in constant thought: of something that takes focused concentration and effort from you.

But this is only the begining. I am also a target and I fought back against mind control by recognising that it is layered. Think of it as being like an onion. I would shed one layer, think I was free and in charge of my own actions, only to realise I was still being controlled some time later. It took YEARS for me to get to the stage where I can think my own thoughts and decide my own actions but I am hoping what took me years will take you only months, once you accept that mind control is a complete system encompassing your every thought, feeling, urge, dream, spoken word - everything. And YES that includes thoughts of strength, positivity, ways you will fight back against your enemies. Everything.

I am now going to describe how the previously (mostly) covert harassment became open with me, and how I became aware of an implanted voice in my head. I am going to describe everything exactly as it happened *on the surface* so this will include my own wrong thinking and the implanted lies I fell for. After this section I will use a key to set apart the different levels and layers of control - implanted voices, noises etc.

P5


It was a blessing and a relief to feel this way since I had been in a state of anxiety, upset, disbelief and rage since the gang stalking suddenly became open in a blitz style attack. What I mean by that was it all fell on me, at once. I was openly being followed by car and on foot, I would come home to find items missing or moved around, I would meet people I was sure were involved, from things they said, and door slamming campaigns from my neighbours.

I got the feeling that I must move away; that what was happening was tied to the property I lived in. I had obviously angered someone there and they had recruited their friends to do this to me. I tried to rent another apartment in the same town but they followed, the music from their cars announcing their presence. I decided if it was going to happen even if I moved, I might as well stay where I was, in a nicer property and a nicer part of town.

Things worsened and suddenly I began being watched at all times in my property. I would hear doors slamming, car horns, shouting and/ or small pebbles striking my window when I went to undress, shower, use the bathoom etc.

I searched for hidden cameras and microphones but could find nothing. It seemed incredible and unbelievable but there WERE cameras, I WAS being watched, I KNEW IT. After checking everywhere (while more doors slammed and car horns honked than ever) I decided they must be concealed in the lights of each room, there was nowhere else they could be. The position would let them see the whole room and knowing nothing about electrics, I wasn't going to chance looking for them. I was embarassed to go to the toilet, I didn't want to shower - I couldn't live like this.

I knew I needed to escape and it really had to be an ESCAPE. Leave suddenly, revealing no clue what I was about to do. I got up one morning and left my apartment and everything in it and caught a train to my hometown and family I hadn't seen in years. I would ask my brother who had friends abroad to find me a place to live with them. Trips from my home base had shown me I could live nowhere in this country.

I met him, he no longer had contact with those friends and so couldn't find me a place with them. He urged me to settle near him so I did. The gang stalkers of course followed. I lived in three properties in that area but never shook them. It was in the third one that I found the information about directed energy and gang stalking. By then I had a kind of routine. After around two months of not eating (because I would think "If you eat, you shit") and a similar amount of time not washing (they managed to get in every house to install cameras), I was eating again and I had purchased extra large clothes. I would use a washcloth and soapy water to wash under them, then change clothes by putting on the new over the old.

But with every step I took forward the gang stalkers had something new to do also. I felt the gangstalkers were made up of groups of people living around me; that when I moved, stalkers from the old place would follow, turn people against me and get them to pick up where the old had left off. And at this particular moment in time, their new trick was the ability to touch me by remote. I could feel their effects on my body - constant itching in my crotch, nipples that would become suddenly erect; it was clear they were not just looking AT me, they were looking THROUGH my clothes, under bedding and it was clear WHERE on my body they were looking.

Then they could read reactions in my body. After a long period of quiet (an hour or so) there would suddenly be a long loud blast from a car horn and my heart would rise in my chest. I believed the gang stalkers knew and enjoyed, thinking I was afraid of them when it was actually involuntary and I wished I could stop it.

They knew when I opened my eyes in the morning, greeting me with a car horn, also when I changed clothes, ate etc. When I started to learn about directed energy, they started to talk to me in my head. And as I gave my non stop prayer of thanks, there were dire warnings of all the things they would do to me if I didn't listen. Warnings I ignored while continuing my prayer AND insulting them and laughing at them, at the same time.

I no longer felt depressed or upset, I was HAPPY. Grateful to have answers and determined to expose this wrongdoing. But in my head I would get thoughts like "I can't cope with this anymore" or a car would go past blasting music and I would get a thought in my head at the same time to kill myself. The problem was....... I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE THAT! I WAS STRONGER THAN EVER SO I KNEW THESE THOUGHTS WEREN'T MINE.

I found that as long as I did my constant stream of prayer (I started doing it out loud at home and in my head if I went out), I could tell these thoughts weren't mine. They were more like things someone WANTED me to feel.

P7
CHAPTER TWO

*note:
By now, through further research, I knew they could implant images, feelings, and an irresistible urge. I also learned how different sections of the brain would "light up" in response to different thoughts, feelings, urges and emotional states. So I felt they would often take credit for something they knew the target was about to do anyway, by scanning of the brain. *end

As I continued my prayer, I started to get a voice that I took to be my own internal voice/ thoughts. It came from behind my right ear and sounded vibrant and strong. I got a second voice that sounded muffled and far away. I took this voice to be theirs. I still believed that I must have SOME inner voice/ thoughts of my own, that they couldn't have overpowered and turned off this area of my consciousness completely. Again I listened to the voice that I took to be mine (while still doing my prayer). And it caused me to behave erratically and do things I wouldn't have done otherwise. Again I realised it wasn't me when it started saying things like "I should just kill myself, get away from this once and for all."

Then I got a voice over my left ear that I took to be mine, then it was at the top of my head, then at the back. And each time it changed I listened to what it said, followed what it told me to do/ think/ believe. I twisted myself into knots following its convoluted reasoning and always realised it wasn't my voice when it returned to the subject of killing myself. At this time I was doing my prayer but not really CONCENTRATING on it.

It was probably 18 months - 2 years before I fully accepted that I could not trust my own thoughts, no matter what.

Once I totally stopped listening to the voices, I started to get more feelings, images and urges instead. Example: I would get an image of some food that was in my fridge and then the desire to eat it. Again like the voices, I believed I must have feelings and instincts of my own, they couldn't ALL be induced with directed energy beams, so I started to follow those instincts/ urges/ wishes/ feelings I got that I felt were things I would normally feel - so they were either MY feelings (even if "that side" took credit for them) or they were things that were induced by mind control, BUT they were things I would do anyway. They don't always tell you to do things that are foreign to your nature. In order to make sure you will listen, believe and trust them, they will often say things that are positive, tell you how to do things well etc. But the most dangerous thing you can do is listen to them. No matter what they are saying. The positive stuff is to make you trust these thoughts and feelings so they can feed you lies and self defeating things when they want. Listening also helps them accomplish brain entrainment.

I followed the urges and feelings and so came to believe all my neighbours had been recruited by the government to use directed energy weapons to attack me, (I had by this time moved from the property I lived in when I realised about implanted voices and started doing my prayer), that my home was broken into constantly and so I should block all windows and doors to stop it happening, that I should move. I was very suggestible without realising it so they had fun with me. One day they would make me feel the people living around me were involved in my harassment and so I should swear at them, spit at them and disturb them with noise so I did. Then after a few days, weeks, or months they would make me feel the people around me were NOT involved in what was happening, they knew nothing about it, I should stop harassing them. So I would stop and be embarrassed. Then after awhile they would make me feel the neighbours WERE involved and so I should again start deliberately annoying and disturbing them. This use of mind control drew negative attention to me, gave me a bad reputation and assured that if I ever had something big to say, these people wouldn't listen to me.

As you read this I may sound foolish to you; infinitely suggestible and following every little whim of theirs but remember I had not heard of anyone coming out of mind control, I didn't know how deep the control extended: what was true and what wasn't, what was real and what wasn't, until they went too far in their words or ideas.

That I went through this means you don't have to. By reading you can learn from my mistakes and get it right first time.

It took a good 2-3 years to accept that I could not EVER follow the feelings they implanted. I thought this time I was doing better because when they were endlessly chattering on about things I didn't care about, when they tried to get me to think or feel what THEY wanted me to think or feel, I ignored them. But sometimes they would just implant ideas or talk in a very reasonable, reasoning way about how to deal with the gang stalking and harassment or other things I NEEDED to think about. So I would think about these things, even though I sometimes felt I should not think about things when THEY wanted me to, but in my own way, in my own time.

Eventually I just got sick of following anything they implanted. Everything they told me was wrong or ended up going wrong (and they made sure of that). I would get the urge to think about a particular problem and they would talk along about what I should do, or implant feelings and ideas. Since our own inner voice/ thoughts/ dialogue have been silenced and they fill our heads with talk, we have no choice but to hear it. But we do have a choice about whether or not to PAY ATTENTION. To believe anything they say.

P9


Ever since the stalking became open with me, I would have episodes where I was consumed with rage. I can't even find words to describe how massive and intense it was, I can only describe what it led me to do - swearing at people, shouting and swearing at cars driving past, playing loud music and slamming doors to disturb those around me who I thought were involved. I would wake up at night with my teeth bared and shaking my fists; all I wanted was a machine gun so I could mow down all the sub human vermin around me who were following me, watching me, harassing me.

When I realised they could implant anger I realised they were either implanting the anger I felt or at the very least, they were magnifying my own anger. My anger benefited them not me. Through creating such massive anger which always matched the implanted words nicely, as well as a stubborn determination that I wasn't going to let the stalkers get away with their actions without at least swearing at them in the moment, all I got out of it was drawing negative attention to myself, making myself seem like a bad person or crazy.

Ridding myself of the implanted anger was the hardest layer of mind control for me to shed. It took years and no matter how much I struggled with it, I couldn't make it go away or stop giving in to it. It left me ONLY when I ignored everything "that side" did. Every word, every feeling, every dream.

Using spot blanking of the memory, they can make you forget to do your prayer. Your mind becomes still again as you just listen to what they want to implant. In my case the anger left when I would "come to" from an episode like this and immediately, automatically start praying again. I would come to as they implanted positive stuff and immediately, automatically start praying again. Or come to as they started to talk about things I needed to think about and start immediately, automatically praying again. Or when I would come to, realise they had dragged my attention away from prayer, hear cars going past blasting music, taunting me for falling into their trap (implanted belief), feel anger and a determination that I wasn't going to start my prayer again on their say-so or after being taunted by them, I was going to continue thinking about whatever I had been thinking about (implanted feelings), ignore all these levels of control implanted almost simultaneously, and begin doing my prayer again.

Over time I came to realise, from my own experiences and watching what they did to other targets, as I slowly struggled to shed one mind control layer after another, that they can implant EVERY emotion, not just the few most targets think they can (mostly negative). I learned how they can manipulate the auditory and visual system to make us see and hear things that aren't there.

Door slamming campaigns from neighbours?
(quick note as I talk about this in more detail later).
Having neighbours who slammed doors was something I had suffered through in almost every property I lived in for many years. Eventually I would get fed up of their noise and start slamming doors myself.

When I read of targets complaining about door slamming campaigns and music from cars, I believed I was different from them. Maybe THEY were manipulated to see or hear things that weren't there, but it was different for me, I KNEW it.

Maybe some of the noise I had experienced while under mind control had been faked by directed energy beams but surely everything I experienced while starting constant prayer was real. After all I was doing the last thing our enemies wanted us to do; removing mind control layers. I didn't know of anyone else who was doing or had done that, I had plans to share my information with the world, helping many others, and surely that would make me a bigger target than the rest. I didn't accept I wasn't different until I moved into a property that had disrepair problems. I asked to be moved (it was government housing) and they refused saying I had had problems everywhere I lived, therefore they didn't believe there was anything wrong with the property: it was me and the fact that I was, "mentally ill."

I thought back to all the neighbours who had asked me to stop slamming doors and I would reply, I would stop when they stopped, and they would deny they were doing it. But I wasn't deaf! I could hear them! So if they were going to lie to my face and continue on, I would also.

But now I realised that what had happened as I was driven out of property after property with noise, had not been as simple as "that side" having fun with me. There had also been a longer term goal of making me look crazy and a troublemaker. I firmly believe they knew 20 years ago that when it came time for their end game and the targets started to wake up, they wanted me stuck in a bad property and with a bad reputation. Yes they set their goals for us that far in advance.

Do you strongly believe (they implant) that even though they may trick other targets into believing in harassment that is not real, you know what is going on with you is real, you just KNOW it. After all you are different from the other targets because (---------------).

No you are not. They are tricking you too. I am not saying there is NO harassment going on with you but most of what you think you are experiencing is fake. This is not because you are not special (you are) or because you are not a threat to them (you are) but because they are mind controlling us to destroy ourselves. They implant, implant, implant using the surface control. Then they switch to the second voice we targets take to be our own, and implant an urge for how to resolve the problem that actually, long or short term, makes things worse. This kills two birds with one stone. We neutralise ourselves as a threat and we make ourselves look bad to the sleeping majority who we need to wake up.